I gotta get out...

Between the family, the dating, the job...I just wanna run away and pull the earth over me.

I can't take the HOWLING, the SCREAMING! I KNOW she's only a child. But I just...I can't relax when she's home. I just...I can't sleep, I can't nap, I can't live MY life. When the FUCK are they moving out?

I'm tired of being the ass in the social circle. Sometimes, well, a LOT of the times, it's just tired. Been done. Haha...let's pick on Paula. You know what, let's not? Sure, I make bad decisions in my life...sure, you may believe I'm fucking the entire states of illinois and indiana...

You know what, I just don't even want to talk about it. I'm just tired.

Tired of my job. Tired of picking shitty men. Tired of being judged. Tired of it ALL. I just want to run away.

Oh yeah, I disabled comments for this post. I'm just ranting. I don't need encouraging words, even tho I thank you for the thought. I just need to get these thoughts out of my head.